Sunday, October 11, 2026

Wrench Set versus Symbols and Algorithms

There is a lot of information in a set of wrenches you might find in a toolbox. For example, the length of a wrench and the size of the nut it's meant to turn are proportional. The history of use of the wrenches is probably related to scratches on the opening and on the handle. Maybe there is oxidation and discoloring, except where the user's hand left a light coating of oils, and on and on. The size of the wrench also implies various things about the range of forces a human hand and arm can apply, etc... The most likely to be missing wrench is, ironically the most used one: which is the basis of the missing 10 mm wrench joke. There might be paint overspray on the wrenches since steel rusts, and if the person who owned the wrenches worked with older crusty equipment it's pretty common to carelessly blast it with spray paint for rust protection. The wrenches are a sub-unit of many larger wholes all linked together in a big multi-dimensional web. The natural world is all like that, but the web is much larger and tied together at myriad scales.

The real world analog information web is distinct from information that's encoded in symbols and algorithms... One very interesting point to ponder about symbols is they represent algorithmic states at least in a machine like a computer and don't have "independent" existence. The hardware of the computer implements a finite and systemic representation of those states.

In the natural world, the wrench information web is not encoded it just is. 




Friday, October 9, 2026

"Your Consciousness"

There's a Sci-Fi phrase which is shows the crux of the problem of the Ego and the information dimension. That phrase is "your consciousness" as in "your consciousness can be transplanted into a computer" or another body or whatever. This is a trope that's explored in many Sci-Fi series like various Star Treks, or in The 100 where there's a "city of light" which is a reference to the jewish mythology of a "New Jerusalem" where the main characters go live as consciousness transplanted to a computer simulation "body".

The phrase is patterned after many other possessive phrases, like "your luggage" or "your teeth" or "your hair" where "you" and the item that's owned are separate entities. However, obviously in the "your consciousness" scenario, there's no separation. "You" are "your consciousness". "You" seems to exist in the information dimension and have an analogous relationship to your brain as a running computer program has to its CPU, RAM, busses and peripherals. The running computer program actually isn't "in the computer" either, but if you shut the computer off its information dimension vanishes.

The concept of transplanting your consciousness is ostensibly akin to transplanting the total state of the computer program to another computer--something that's 100% possible to do, and in fact is a common strategy for redundant backup systems.

However, the "state" of the underlying biological "hardware" of a human can't be represented symbolically, so it's not possible to "read it out". Where the computer is a contrived symbol processor and is based on state information that can be 100% translated to symbols, the analog nature of the 3D reality world does not seem amenable to symbolization. One version of that problem is a human's physicality is not even neatly divvied up into computer-like or machine-like parts. The boundaries of what affects consciousness are extremely fuzzy--for example gut bacteria signal the brain. Who knows what else does?

At best, a replica-model of "you" could exist in some type of computer model. This is the essence of the Star Trek transporter horror--the super powerful ship's computer and sensors analyze the totality of the crew-member, which actually isn't even possible if concepts from quantum mechanics are correct, which apparently converts the crew-member to a stream of energy/information, then reverses the process in the ship and replicates a copy of the crew member.

My guess is there are always more "bits" or any type of definite symbol required to represent 3D reality world state information than can be "read out".

Thursday, October 8, 2026

Matter/Pattern and Hades Kingdom

Many posts ago, I noted the etymology of "Pattern" and "Matter" and their conceptual relationship with archetypal male and female. I think this concept is useful in elaborating the idea of "the false monastery" aka "the system" or Hades Kingdom and the "true monastery" as in the fictional shaolin monastery of the TV show Kung Fu.

One narrative of "the world" is matter is undifferentiated substance until pattern comes along. For example there is a classical world concept that nothing happens until "the plan" comes along. A theme in creation myths is there's a differentiation between sky and earth, for example. In the jew myths, there's a statement cribbed from greek philosophers: in the beginning was the word and the word was god, that is "the pattern" god.

One of the greek concepts elaborated by Plato in several of the plays starring the Socrates character is there's a realm of forms and ideas. The forms and ideas can "materialize" via human work. There's an example of the "ideal chair" that becomes a real chair, and the real chair is always imperfect. The idea realm is a real place, and concepts like mathematics have an independent origin that precedes everything else.

There's a comedic split in greek philosophical opinion on this subject in the  apocryphal story of Plato's Chicken. 

Interestingly, the first line of the Dao de Ching is: "The Way that can be spoken of is not the eternal Way." I think it's essentially the same idea as the Socrates character saying, "I know that I know nothing." Human symbolic and verbal reasoning is inherently limited. The "truth" of the world can't be expressed in words or symbols. This is what the joke of Plato's chicken is about. The joke is a different version of a zen koan like "what is the sound of one hand clapping?"

The "false monastery" or the "Kingdom of Hades", which is the Empire in Star Wars or the winter King's realm in The Game of Thrones or Mordor in The Lord of the Rings mistakes phantasmagorical concepts of the information dimension for primal 3d reality. It is "pattern-centrism".

Where does the pattern actually come from? Where do the concepts of circles, rectangles, triangles, squares and symbols themselves actually arise when it's difficult to find such a thing in the natural world? The easiest one to find is a circle--the disk of the sun is fairly close to a perfect circle. When the sun is behind clouds one can see it as a disk. It is easy to replicate with a mechanical version of a an algorithm: trace out a circle with a string fixed to the center. It's more difficult to find natural analogues of rectangles or even straight lines, so where could the idea even originate? In a nutshell, I think the base representation of these geometric "ideas" is encoded in the human visual system's hardware, but the "running software" of consciousness or cognition is actually in "the information dimension(s)" and the information dimensions are all orthogonal to 3D reality and each arises from the meat computer brains of men and animals and even machines that produce their own information dimension.

The relationship between the information dimension and the 3d reality world is at the root of this split in philosophy. Descartes line, "I think therefore I am" is a good summary of the false monastery take. The fundamental reality is attained through symbolic reasoning, really the ability to reason rather than the sensation of being alive. A great fictional depiction of this mode of thinking is the idea that "human consciousness" could be transplanted into a computer, then "you" would "live forever". This notion is shown in various Star Trek episodes, Stargate episodes and in the TV show "The 100" in "The City of Light". Another variation on this theme is the Star Trek character Data. Though he's a machine, he's conscious and unique. There's even a trial about it in episode which is one of the great examples of sci-fi speculative philosophy.

The false monastery or Hades Kingdom tends toward brutality and psychopathy and sterilization of nature. The approach is "imposition of forms" driven by a religious devotion to pure "idealism".

Monday, October 5, 2026

No Money for a Good Man

One of the lingering tropes of the sci-fi/fantasy/religious genres is a hero or savior character will come along and "set things right". One current-day example of this is the saga of Jeff Epstein and his pals. Since a bunch of info about Epstein leaked out into the public, thousands of people began to imagine that "somebody" would come along and jail the main conspirators. As time goes along, though, witnesses and whistleblowers follow Epstein's exit from this earthly realm. Another couple of them were "suicided" in recent weeks.

To me, it looks like the jew mafia and some associates managed to take control of lots of public institutions including the office of the Presidency of the United States and many major financial institutions, that is, "the system" that would bring any of these people to trial. Of course they did. If it weren't this jew mafia, it'd be some other group of people acting the exact same way, that is, using bribery, blackmail, espionage, murder and mayhem to try to "control" whatever thing and impose their systems on everyone else because of course they would.

The US ruling class and its systems are probably near peak depravity and destructiveness now. The steady "legalization" of former organized crime businesses like sports gambling and drugs is one sign these mafiosi are firmly in control. The depiction of hard drug use by "cool kids" is de riguer on the garbage entertainment fodder on HBO or whatever streaming service. 

A similarly forlorn hope is the masses will "wake up" and be their own savior. This is an even sadder trope. One of the disturbing testimonies on the fallen state of humans in general is provided by the rapid conversion of the native american tribesmen to debt slavery back in the fur trading days. They got roped into a system contrived by psychos in the ancient near east thousands of years before almost immediately even though their ancestors parted company maybe 20,000 years prior.

A "good man" is like an alien on this earth. His goals and aspirations don't line up at all with the systems and activities that appear to bring "wealth", especially in monetary forms. These people appear as a total weirdo:  guy like Johnny Appleseed is one example. Their goals and aspirations wildly diverge from that of "the system", which is more or less just a contrivance of the greediest and most vile freaks on the planet to feed their appetites.

Many people subtly acknowledge this in their "retirement" plans. That is, they'll start focusing on "the good" once they're done with their corporate minion life. They'll volunteer at a dog shelter or work at a soup kitchen or whatever, but only after they invested enough money into the system to make a middle class wage on dividends, etc... That is, being "good" is at odds with keeping this system going--I think this is just generally true.

Almost anything you'd want to do that's really "good" won't make any money. Money is entirely a creation of Hades and his minions and the underworld. The formula of "first I need to make enough money" is their formula.

Sunday, October 4, 2026

Failure to Accept Reality

The road to hell is not paved with good intentions. I think it's an inability to accept reality. Maybe "hell" is in the enormous gap between people's mental models and the 3d reality world.

Let's take a really simple thing like "car accidents" and insurance as a starting point to flesh out this concept. Car accidents are inevitable, just like it's inevitable people trip and fall from time to time all throughout their life. A person might do something dumb like back into a garage door in the morning because they had too much coffee, or get into a fender bender because another car was obscured behind the "A" pillar when they glanced up the road. These things happen all the time. Cars really should be treated as potentially disposable items, or at least the paneling of a car should be, but they're not, and many people "buy" a car with a debt agreement so they don't even really own the shiny metal.

That whole scenario exists in some bizarre hell-realm, but let's just stick with the insurance aspect of it, which is sort of a hell-gap-squared scenario. Since people can't afford their cars, they pay for car insurance to mitigate the financial damage from an accident. Then when they have an accident, or somebody steals a part or their whole car, they often discover the insurance is unhelpful or bad. For example, I had my catalytic converter stolen at work about 10 years ago. I decided to file an insurance claim, even though I knew better. The insurance would only pay for some shitty aftermarket converter that didn't even fit my car instead of paying for an OEM one, which is what I would have done. Then my premiums went up substantially as well: total fucking scam. I'd been paying premiums for years and the parasites wouldn't really even properly fix my car for a measly $1200 or whatever.

Even in the cases of accidents that cause bodily injury or loss of life, the main function of the insurance industry is to protect its profitability. People imagine there should be a magic thing which protects them from accidents, but in reality there's only a parasite that injures them continually.

The actual reality of transportation is people can allocate X% of their income to it. This is true for individuals and society. Ideally the minimal level of resources for comfortable transportation would be allocated to it. Similarly, in the cold-hard reality world, the concept of "fault" is pretty childish and car accidents have many causes. One stupid cause, for example, is roads are double-wide so there can be head on accidents. A system of only split-lane roads would cost more, and add to travel times, but would be safer. By only allocating X% of their income to the roads, people sign up for the possibility of head-on collisions. Similarly, if it were 2x harder to get a driver's license, crashes would obviously decline, but that will never happen because the car industry wants to make as much money as possible.

Anyway, overall it costs person X% of their income all-in, including accidents and repairs, to use a car. However, and this is where the hell aspect comes about, they refuse to acknowledge these very basic facts. Even word and concept "accident" provides glaring testimony about this fantasy land. "Accident" implies avoidable.

Saturday, October 3, 2026

Shaolin Monastery/Hades Kingdom

Now that I'm in my 50s, I see most of my "education" was really training to be a minion of Hades and his adherents. Few of the people who trained me knew that, and those who did treated it in an ironic way. One example was the long time football coach/gym/math teacher in the high school. In gym class, he sort of joked that the exercises we were doing were preparing us 14 year olds for whatever war was going on at the time in the late 1980s--because my whole life the US has been involved in some war or another. The education system in the US is about the goals of the "system" rather than the kid's well being, completeness, or actual knowledge.

There are many examples of the same scenario in corporate america where this sort of "education" continues in truly nonsensical/bizarre fashion. For example, in many corporations employees have to watch elementary school level computer security videos. The reason they do is their companies have hacking insurance policies and as part of the policy they have to watch videos made by some businesses that are very likely owned by insurance corporations. People who are going to get scammed by emails will get scammed no matter how many videos they watch. Nobody else needs to watch the videos and won't get scammed by emails, phone calls, and texts. It's just a rent-seeking scam.

Another fairly obvious example of this concept is property taxes. What are property taxes, really? The common sense understanding of property taxes is they are fees to keep local government services going. They "pay for" things like roads, bridges, and schools. However, at least in my area, they're akin to a mortgage because the land is essentially collateral for "bond issues". A jurisdiction has effective claim on ownership of all real-estate so it can make payment on its debts. That is very far from a "fee for service" model, especially since you can't opt out.

As always, the "system" is mostly self-interested and crass. What's novel today is its patina of respectability and authority is worn paper thin. This scenario is a very old story going back thousands of years and through various civilizations and nations.

Another scenario that goes back thousands of years and across many nations and civilizations is "the jedi" pop into existence, essentially because the negative space around a very dominant Hades' Kingdom gets so obvious and large that even a pretty average person can imagine what it would be like to not live in hell.

In Star Wars I think the Jedi are depicted reasonably well in many of the movies in that they are ineffectual. The jedi are not the saviors of the people stuck in the system, nor are they heroes although they're depicted that way especially in the originally released movies.

My conclusion about the system is the best I can do is go ride my mountain bike as fast as I can and let the forest reclaim my lawn and try to restore local wildlife populations, and even all that is futile and will fail unless the system collapses. I can avoid supporting the system and stop interacting with it as much as possible and get off the various corporate treadmill scams, but that's about it.

There's no "fight" against it possible. Nobody's going to blow up the TV transmitter of the interdimentional aliens in They Live. Nobody's going to blow up the death star. Nobody's going to assassinate the King of the Dead like in Game of Thrones, or throw the ring into Mount Doom's fire. There's no Neo. No hacker collective is going to make "tech" actually work for "the people", etc... ad nauseum.

Friday, October 2, 2026

Level Up

The 1970s TV show Kung Fu showed the main character Caine in two distinct settings. One was the Shaolin Monastary. The other was the Old West. As an aside, the Caine character in many stories is the one who is between two worlds, has two families, or whatever, like Greek Prometheus, because the character is Prometheus.

The Shaolin Monastary in the show is depicted as an ideal school. The teachers are perfectly wise. The curriculum trains the mind and body to the highest possible degree. The student graduates only when he's perfectly ready and has mastered of kung fu and self-control.

An interesting concept that's not explored in the show, at least that I remember, is a "false monastery". The fraudulent monastery is day-to-day life for almost everyone in their education, then their adult life in the corporate world or other institutions. People aren't trained to be independent, complete humans. They're trained to be part of a machine and feed it. The medical industry is a great, easy to understand example of this concept: don't lose weight, and stop eating slop poison food or get in shape; become a dependent of a substance they make like ozempic or whatever pill because then you can sit in an office chair and do corporate work all day a a few more years longer than you would if you were totally fat.

The local mountain bike trail is like a Shaolin Monastery of the woods. The teachers are physics and nature and other riders. The riders are a free-range version of the students in the show and speed is the kung fu. It's very satisfying to try to go faster and faster around that course and attain new levels of skill at bike handling. One of the aspects of the true art, and true temple that's interesting to think about is there's no end to the quest for skill and speed. The pursuit of it is the whole point.

The false monastery is all about ends that aren't even achievable by its students. A great example of that is the concept of "retirement". People want to quit working, but to do that, they have to consume all the prime years of their life on a corporate treadmill and end up as a spent husk who's minding a retirement account balance which represents a bunch of other dummies on other treadmills.

Tuesday, September 29, 2026

Light versus Heavy

One lesson embedded in my education was the world is organized by rational principles that can be discovered, broken down, and understood. I was in school during late 1970s through the early 1990s. That was, I think, the tail end of an era people who imagined they solved the puzzles of the universe. For example, in biology, it was all explained by Darwin and evolution, and DNA. In physics there was still a quest for a "grand unified theory". Arguably the whole AI/robot bubble hysteria is a follow on to these narratives which are all variations on the theme of progress and linear history.

These concepts are really religious notions. They're a narrative vehicle for trying to understand the world and they fit prior era religious tropes, like a prophet explains what's what to the masses. Charles Darwin was a prophet. Isaac Newton another one. A prophet of the current time is somebody like Claude Shannon who's a grand-daddy of AI and the Internet.

Many of the concepts of these prophets are bastardized and misapplied, just like any other religion. For example, various ham-fisted versions of "survival of the fittest" turn into "might makes right" assertions by this or that political group. A current day assertion of this type is the entirety of "the economy" can be "optimized" by "AI".

Arguably the economy optimization concept and the "survival of the fittest" concept are different manifestations of the religious idea that there's "one" understandable order. This idea doesn't mesh up very well with even basic bitch common sense observations of the natural order of things.

For example, nature seems to favor a multiplicity of beings and forms because there's no "one thing" on earth. Even an individual person is composed of multitudinous parts, like white blood cells or organs, or different parts of the brain, or gut bacteria, etc... The arbitrariness of the economic order is hard to even comprehend; there's no underlying principle governing it.

One of the concepts I kick around from time to time is "bicycle world" or more generally "light vehicle" world. We mainly live in a heavy/steel based transportation system because we live in heavy world, like you need a bulldozer to make a road, so the bridges have to be built to carry many tons. It's not hard to imagine the "light world" where everyone takes light vehicles, so bridges are light, houses are made of lightweight ephemeral materials, etc... Everything would be built for ease of movement and travel.

Monday, September 21, 2026

The Black Box for Competent People

I've come full circle in my adult working life. I'm in the same position as my boss at my first job out of college. Bob was a very competent person and was miffed about being forced into a management position. He was a scientist/engineer who worked on a bunch of very interesting academic/pure research projects, like building instrumentation for astrophysics experiments back in the 1960s. He fit the model of many adults I knew growing up where there was a significant focus on being a competent man.

I tried to follow that same model. I think it's the middle class mindset. Middle class and working class people believe it's necessary to actually "do something" or to be able to do things to make a living. Consequently, they are trained to do things, build things, understand things. When they apply that mindset to a thing like a corporation, though, they're stumped because it's almost impossibly stupid. To them it's a black box.

A guy like my first professional job boss Bob was very smart and focused and dedicated. I assume he had that mindset in college as well, because he maintained it after. Maybe he sometimes partied in college, but he probably also stayed up all night to finish projects or homework, or to study for tests. However, he ended up working "for" a bunch of nepo baby chuckle-fucks who breezed through the MBA curriculum at whatever university.

Competent people barely exist in "history", which is a pretty good clue that things have always been like this. The ruling class clique is poseurs and actors and professional liars. The people who actually make the world work are their dupes.

These "competent" dupes are in the dark about how this grifting class continues to stay in control.

A Time for Shitheads and Conmen

I was pretty shocked and disillusioned by the COVID debacle when I saw maybe 80% of people just went along with the official narrative of the cold and flu season doomsday. Now, I'm not surprised that the same type of people are all wrapped up in the AI narrative and current psychosis.

The COVID insanity wore on me daily because I thought people were better than they actually are, so I was waiting for them to "wake up". They never did, even though their opinion about COVID and the hysteria changed over time. They didn't update their mental model about the whole debacle, most importantly, about their own reactions and thinking.

The AI hysteria is reaching levels of absurdity on par with COVID hysteria. For example, government clowns are now getting involved in it. Some turd like Bernie Sanders is grandstanding about AI fear among his retard constituency. I assume he $ee$ it as an opportunity to cash in on some donations from the dumb fucks that think he's a credible person.

A large part of the population decided right away that LLMs were perfect authorities on every subject. I assume there's huge overlap between that group and the COVID enthusiasts. Many people in corporate america are all-in on the LLMs. I assume those people were happily setting up hoops for employees to jump through to comply with edicts from the COVID grifters.

At least this time, I realize it's an era of shitheads and conmen, so I have no concept of "fighting" and am certainly do nothing as foolish as exerting imaginary will-force against these fucktards. It's as pointless as waging war on the sea or trying to swim against a rip current. I doubt I can keep working in the tech industry, though. I was hoping to cruise for a couple of more years, then retire, but I'm getting "noped" out of it, as in, "hey, can you do this absolutely stupid shit as your job?"

A more interesting question is will the non-NPC, competent people continue to help out corporations and grifting trash like Bernie Sanders or whatever government creature. For example, will competent people even bother with some dumb ass company that uses an LLM agent interview/screener? I certainly wouldn't.

Saturday, September 19, 2026

How Much Can Be Wasted?

There are many types of economic activity that are tightly constrained, for example, in the US it's extremely rare to build any new railroad lines, now. Similarly, road construction and even basic maintenance of roads and bridges is severely constrained. Only $X is allocated to that every year, and when money isn't available, the roads simply fall apart. Road departments can't just grab more and more money.

That contrasts strongly with the "AI" hysteria, or the COVID hysteria, or warmongering activity. In those cases endless billions of dollars are available to burn. These things are like a resource hernia or cancer. Nothing in the system imposes a constraint on them, so the mega consumption of resources shows up as symptoms like inflation, or failing supply chains, and the public unwittingly carries the burden.

The LLMs are a particularly interesting case to me because the hype and reality are so far apart. I tried to use the google LLM a few times so far. For example, I've been using a tool called "mkosi" lately which generates Linux operating system images based on a simple conf file. mkosi is a great, very useful tool for the type of work I do. If there's anything an LLM should actually be able to do successfully, it would be to crank out simple conf files, but it doesn't. It spits out incorrect nonsense most of the time.

It's 1000x more efficient for me to read the mkosi documentation and just create the file myself than trying to type in chatbot prompt patterns. I recognize that, but I know many people don't and they'll spend all day typing away to chatbots burning up electricity and accomplish less than nothing.

How much can be wasted on these mega-waste projects? Prior examples provide some bleak guidance. The Vietnam war was a similar boondoggle, probably run by the parents of the current generation of resource wasters, and it actually broke the US financial system of the day. Charles deGaul actually broke it.  That is some outside force had to call bullshit on the criminals in DC. Now, it's a good question if there's any such "outside force" as all the countries have a similar debt based financial system and enjoy printing endless amounts of cash for their dumb projects and crony enrichment.

If it requires a public revolt to staunch the flow of waste, it probably has a long way to run. The past several decades of systemically bad strategic choices by the ruling class which directly harm the public in the US haven't led to a revolt. The election of Trump, a total fraud, was maybe a soft version of that, however, the mass of people seems quite far from the "kill all of them" moment.


Thursday, September 17, 2026

Money + Utilitarianism = Trash

In recent years, I noticed a genre of "academic discussion" that shows what an absolute trash pile the current system is. A "scientist" will observe an animal doing something interesting, like an elephant rescuing a baby antelope from a pool at the zoo, then he or she will struggle mightily to explain that action with some trash model from their academic "discipline". For example, it seems like the standard academic's behavioral model of every animal, including humans, is psychopathic meat robot. Animals only do things associated with energy saving, or self preservation, or procreation, or maybe a handful of other supposed motives. When an elephant saves another animal, their behavior is reframed as some combination of those base motives. This approach spills over into a bunch of other fields like economics or management at corporations, or whatever. The overall philosophy is banal utilitarianism--they grey ooze of philosphies.

It's a philosophy and approach to life which nobody I know follows. This is a really odd situation. In most people's actual life, they try to do interesting and fun things, or do "good", meaning altruistic things. For example, when I go ride the mountain bike trail, there are a bunch of other people there doing the same thing because it's fun. In their "official" life, like at work, they're often immersed in the gray ooze of corporatocracy.

One thing I noted at work over the past 10 years or so is the engineers who have interests outside the gray ooze are the best at their jobs as well; the people who are fully in the corporate ooze are kind of useless and lack creativity and even basic problem solving skills. It's not really clear to me why the real living people keep helping out the corporate slime. Somehow that trash managed to con everyone into making "the system" function for them.

Tuesday, September 15, 2026

Eyewatering Expense of Tech Junk

Around 2011, I ended up working in Nashville on a "music recognition system". The company I worked for was a part owner of the Shazaam music recognition system patents. They initially use the system to monitor airplay of songs on the radio. It was interesting to be able to work through all that code.  I fixed a minor bug in the software which caused it to crash periodically, but then the company mothballed the system. It was easier and less expensive to pay people overseas to do the same work by hand.

Anyway, that system relied on "fingerprinting" techniques which were developed, I guess, in the 1990s. One application was panoramic photo stitching. The music recognition system was actually an image processing technique and used the same approach as image stitching algorithms. Anyway, by 2010, audio was "easy", that is well within the processing capability of plain-old x86 server hardware so one server could handle many simultaneous searches of a database. Panoramic photos were "easy" too and were in the processing capability of even a smartphone.

An interesting trend today is many ultra-brute-force super dumb algorithms are appear to be viable on hardware like GPUs and FPGA accelerator cards, but that shit is super expensive at the moment. For example an FPGA with a cutting edge FPGA is around $10,000. Capable GPU cards are similarly expensive. Additionally the GPUs consume so much power that they are having trouble cooling the boards adequately. Right now there's a problem of connectors melting, for example.

One example of a brute force algorithm is so called "Gaussian Splatting", which can be used to reconstruct a 3D model of a scene from multiple 2D photos; the demos are almost like magic. However, it's extremely computationally intensive. Similarly various radio networking and RADAR applications are stupidly computationally intensive. The neural network pattern matching and machine learning techniques are also brute force approaches.

This is a novel scenario in tech world. The fingerprinting algorithms of the 1990s and early 2000s were the long standing pattern where clever and efficient techniques created new applications. They also followed the pattern of "mass production" leads to lower cost and very low per use resource consumption.

Brute force solutions to problems were generally dismissed as not close to viable for real world use. They're too expensive. I think this is still true, but there's a lot of investor money and PR bullshitting that obscures this common sense perspective.

When there is a lot of funny money, many things can look viable and get support even if they're totally stupid. In the 1920s, for example, people thought blimps were a viable mode of transportation because it kind of worked and there was enough surplus cash to "invest" in blimp companies, but obviously it wasn't close to viable. Similarly, I doubt a datacenter on every corner chewing up 1000 households of electricity is viable and a technician isn't going to run around to a million data centers swapping out burned up GPU boards.

Sunday, September 13, 2026

Going to Ken-tuck-ee

There's a scene in Last of the Mohicans which epitomizes the appeal of the ranger character archetype. (skip to about 1:25)


The british officer Duncan is incredulous that Hawkeye is not going to participate in the british empire's little war against the french empire and asks how he can just "head west". Hawkeye mocking response is, "We face north then turn left".

The complete man is necessarily free and sovereign. The corporate man lives in a world that's arbitrary and at best is all negotiated and fraught with policies and rules that are all about enforcing a pyramid structure, mainly to keep the people on the top at the top. The big lie of the current day, for example, is the system is pragmatic and utilitarian though it's loaded up with nonsense and ideological claptrap.

This character and theme is common in books, movies, and TV of course. I believe it mainly appeals to men. The ranger is a special case because he's also in a frontier setting where the reach of an entity like the british empire is limited to non-existent. No civilization also requires maximum badassery and self-sufficiency.

Another variation on this theme is offered up by the numerous fictional characters derived from "The Saint", who maybe had some antecedents I'm not aware of. There's a bad movie The Saint with Val Kilmer as the main character. He's a thief/super spy like James Bond or Jack Bauer in the 24 TV show. The Saint character was first depicted in books in the 1920s so maybe it's the "root" of that tree of archetypes. The movie from 1997 is mainly interesting as a cultural artifact of this "high tech" era because he repeatedly busts out gadgets to use in his exploits, which inevitably include archaic tech junk like floppy disks. Now those items are nostalgia bait for gen Xers.

The Saint tree of characters are also "outside the system" but since they live in world-cities rather than the frontier, so they're outside or above the law only because of their extreme skills. They nominally have "a job" and work for various people or organizations, but live by their own code and make their own rules.

A real person who figuratively went to Ken-tuck-ee like Hawkeye planned to in Last of the Mohicans is Richard Proenneke. He moved to Alaska and built his own cabin and more or less lived off the land for decades. He lived the ranger archetype life. He was another hyper-competent man.

This archetype exists because it's a fantasy of many people, including me. Why does it remain an unrealized fantasy? That's a very interesting question because it's such a common scenario. When I think back on my corporate jobs, for example, there was always some team of super-competent people at the core of this or that company who ended up as the Duncan character when they felt like they should be Hawkeye or The Saint.

At my first job, for example, I was too young and incompetent to fall into that role myself, but I worked with others that were yoked into that role. They end up being quite frustrated and annoyed all the time. My boss at the time was in that scenario. Another guy named Glenn who was maybe in his mid to late thirties at the time was also in that scenario. They repeatedly wondered why they were helping the corporation out, because without them, it would just collapse. The executives pocketed huge salaries and bonuses while they worked long hours and ended up chewing up their precious life energy and time on chores like flying all over the world and doing things they really weren't interested in.

Now that I'm in their same position, I wonder, on a daily basis why I keep at it? The "it"/work ends up being a kind of tiring negotiation with corporate entities who insist on ever dumber and more restrictive policies, that the competent category of people can ignore or circumvent: but why? The yoke is entirely imaginary. The money itself that people work for is fake.

The fictional characters and story elements offer up answers to this question. The Saint character, for example, at least in the movie is portrayed as a victim of the catholic church as he was reared as an abandoned orphan child. It's arbitrary rules, abuses, and manslaughter of his childhood sweetheart led him out of the system. The illusion of legitimacy didn't exist for him. So his whole life was outside the system. The hawkeye character has a similar unique origin story: orphan raised by Mohicans in the frontier so he was always outside. Everyone else is sort of roped into this thing as a "way of life" and training from K-12 in the school system. It's pretty hard to break that mold and run off to the wilderness especially when there are family ties and the like involved.

Another variation on this theme is the "lost city". In that scenario, the men can escape to some place that's not a corrupted corporate shit world. Ayn Rand has a peculiar version of that story where all the competent dudes go during the early industrial age. Another variation on that theme is Hyperborea, the lost home of the white man. I wrote before about how the entire western world lives in the shared hallucination/myth of Atlantis now, which is quite wild to realize.

Anyway, I'd really like to go to Ken-tuck-ee instead of sit through another Microsoft Teams meeting.

Friday, September 11, 2026

Worship Money = Worship Death

About 10 years ago, I planted what I then imagined were 300 future christmas trees. Even as I planted them, though, the concept of "monetizing" the trees went by the wayside because I started to empathize with them and began to appreciate the difficulty and struggle of trees. They transformed from future money to a fellow being. Now several of those trees are 10-20 feet tall. I adopted a similar point of view about my whole property and followed a path of "life begets life", so in the case of the trees, they lead to more squirrels, etc...

That view point was also informed by reading about the "pioneer history" of this area. When the european farmers moved here, it was all woods and packed with life, including animals like Elk and wolves. The farmers killed all those animals through hunting and habitat destruction. Few people today share the pioneer's perspective on nature and try to interpret it as "utilitarian", that is, necessary. It really wasn't though. For example, there's a story about a guy from New York who came to northeast Ohio to hunt wolves, but could find none out in the woods. Somebody, somehow, according to the story, tied a wolf to a tree for him to shoot. That's far from utilitarian. To me, that's an act of abhorrent, depraved people. Also, by the 1900s, farmers here were systematically trying to exterminate squirrels because everything else was already dead. In that case they were literally monetizing squirrel pelts because there was a bounty on them. That was just a follow on to monetizing everything else.

I realized I would much rather live in that flourishing nature woodland than old depleted farmland, so I do what I can to help out, but mostly get out of the way of that positive feedback loop of life. It appears to be "working" in that myriad birds and animals frequent our property.

In classical world mythology money is ruled by the king of the dead and the underworld, Hades. The term "plutocrat" comes from Pluto, which is another name for Hades. Money and death really seem to go together always. Money is really the god of the modern world and its associated worldview and philosophy is really death-centric. I think that's summed up fairly well by the behavioral biologists who struggle to understand animal behavior from a purely utilitarian and psychopathic perspective. It's also part and parcel of the perspective of scammers and "leadership" who manipulate the mass of people into war, scam contracts, and the like. There's also a literal death cult associated with the LLM mania who want to obliterate biological life and replace it with machines.

This is all depicted in the "Game of Thrones" king of the dead character and the zombie army. I guess the army represents the middle class extension of the will of the psychopathic oligarchy who train the population to power their systems.

Wednesday, September 9, 2026

Human Housecats and Outsourcing

I had a 50 cc Honda mini-bike when I was in maybe 6th grade. I do not remember why or how I got it. I know it was bought used. I also don't know what eventually happened to it. I will have to ask my dad if he remembers if it was a birthday present or whatever.

It was kind of unreliable. It was a 2 stroke, of course, and back then I'm sure most people just slopped way too much 2 stroke oil into their gas mix, which, quite paradoxically will burn out pistons and rings because the fuel-air mix is too lean. Consequently, the thing probably needed a full rebuild, but my dad taught me how to get it running even in its janky condition.

That experience was typical among my male and some female peers. That is, if you had a broke thing, somebody taught you to fix it and explained how it actually worked. Depending on your household situation, you might be exposed to a wide range of DIY fix-it or build-it projects and learn to pour concrete, frame a house, fix a car, an electric outlet or whatever. One of my school friends had a hyper-competent family in the performance automobile business. He learned how to operate tools like metal lathes and mills when he was a kid, and I was able to experience some of that too.

I experienced a shift in demographics in the tech/engineering world toward the end of my career where the white american guys were gradually replaced with people from Asia who often had no similar background. The white american guys often had that project-doing background like me and my peers, by contrast the "new" workforce is urban housecat types who never did a single project. The urban housecat types among the white people are the effete coastal city types.


Monday, September 7, 2026

two economies

When I started working in the early 1990s, I gradually realized much of middle class life was a trap and a scam, basically to keep living the dopey middle class life style. For example, I signed up for a new car loan and realized I was working to pay for a car so I could drive to work. In the mid 1990s, I signed up for a home loan. For most middle class people, their house is just where they go to sleep so they can go back to work, then it's also where you can struggle to do a hobby or get some exercise.

The trap part of that life is the loans. You really don't "need" a loan to get a house or a car, in fact the loan is a severe life impairment. The other part of that life that's a trap is "status" associated with being a participant in the system. For example, if you're one of "the good ones" you can get a loan for a new Toyota Landcruiser or Sequoia to go buy groceries rather than drive a cash car to do the same chores. The French fur traders used the same system on native americans back in the 17th and 18th century. They offered credit to the indians in their company stores who then paid it back with work--trapping beavers. One aspect of the trade goods was "status symbols", like fancy blankets.

A side effect of all the middle class people working in "the system" all around the world is the emergence of a parallel universe "outside" that credit and lifestyle trap.

The "tech industry" offers a great current example. Many tech products are super cheap commodity items--in many cases they're cheaper than ever. For example, single board computers for process control and automation are dirt cheap. CNC machines, plasma cutters, on and on are all dirt cheap. Lots of software is free. If you as an individual want to do something productive with "tech" the barrier to entry is less than a speed bump. By contrast, everything associated with or competing with "AI"/Datacenters is stupidly expensive, like GPUs and computer memories are off the charts expensive. Similarly, salaries associated with all that are very high, while if you're actually using tech for a real purpose, the money really isn't there.

The "economy" appears to be a bunch of middle class people enmeshed in mass psychosis at any given moment, so it appears foolish or uneconomical to do the thing the mass of people aren't hallucinating about. For example, if you have skills to do useful tech stuff, does it make sense to labor for peanuts and do something productive when you could sit in meetings with people in a mass hallucination and get paid to LARP as an "engineer"?

The working and lower class people in the US are basically outside the psychosis/hallucination bubble. They lack the training and indoctrination to get into the corporate debt Matrix basically. Groups like the Amish reject the hallucination for the most part.

Saturday, September 5, 2026

Last of the Mohicans

We watched the Daniel Day Lewis movie Last of the Mohicans (1992) last night. It's a great movie adapted from such a great book. Like The Lord of The Rings Aragorn character, the main character(s) in Last of the Mohicans are Rangers.


People from all over the world love those characters. There are monuments in Germany dedicated to Hawkeye, (the Daniel Day Lewis character). The Soviet Union had a stamp series based on James Fenimore Cooper's novels from the 1820s. For contemporary testimony, browse the comments section on the youtube theme song.









Friday, September 4, 2026

5G Systems and Tech ROI Issues

I worked on wireless telecom systems from about 2001 to 2020. Over those years, system capabilities kept expanding as a side effect of increasing capability of CPUs and other computational hardware. All the stuff I worked on was broadcast based so the cost of the system was linearly amortized over each user, so the more users the better in terms of cost per user.

I was surprised to learn, recently, that the computational requirements of 5G networks substantially increase with each user so lots of expensive equipment is required to handle just a handful of users. For example, the ORAN reference open-source software requires around $100K of servers and GPUs to handle just 15 users! A few years ago, those servers and software would probably only cost $30-50K but the AI/datacenter bubble has distorted the price of tech junk dramatically. Even if costs return to normal eventually, tens of thousands of dollars for 10-15 people is stupidly expensive too.

The reference software is probably not optimized, and generic GPUs are inefficient. Presumably a more engineered system could be significantly more efficient maybe by a factor of 10, but the core problem of increased cost per user doesn't go away, it's just not "as bad".

Note that this pattern follows the "LLM" pattern. For example, now when I search for something on google, their LLM spits out a result. The cost per LLM search result is probably significantly higher than the cost per search in their good-old system which probably has that "broadcast" amortized price structure, since the scanning of the Internet, indexing web sites, etc... was done once per many thousand searches. The cost to encode information in the LLM is high, and that's amortized over all the uses of it, that is, each "search" using google's LLM, however, the cost to run the LLM is also high per search. Presumably, google plans to reduce that cost, then charge people monthly subscriptions for their service, which is probably why their search engine has been getting worse. So the "Internet" will effectively turn into a privatized rent seeking scheme. Good luck with that.

Another interesting side-effect of declining tech ROI is actual productive and useful stuff is extremely cheap. Effectively a garage shop scale operation can build almost anything. There's endless examples of this phenomenon on YouTube where a small team of dudes build airplanes, boats, cars, motorcycles, and on and on. It's not hard to imagine an "engineer centric" world emerges from that, where the corporate and finance overhead and parasitism go away.

It's possible the "hit them where they ain't" strategy could work out really well for localities that foster that approach.

Sunday, August 30, 2026

Vote Harder!

The people in my county habitually vote for republicans in every election. When there was a "tea party" branch of the republican party they voted for politicians who preached about a small government. Since then, a little after 2008, though, the county government grew larger and more intrusive which is exactly what would happen if people voted for democrats. The state government is republican dominated, but they're also pushing democrat-esque policies. One of the very annoying issues is the county will implement some type of septic system monitoring program, which is happening at the behest of the state government, I believe.

The pretext for the program is poorly maintained septic systems are contributing nitrogen runoff into lake erie. This monitoring system was initially proposed maybe ten years ago. I was skeptical about that claim then. Maybe in some worst case scenario a house with a totally failed waste treatment system could generate runoff directly into a ditch and thereby into a waterway, but that might only be a 1/1000 case.

In almost every other case, even an inefficient, poorly maintained system would still drain through a leech field and might be several feet away from any type of waterway. Human waste isn't any different in nitrogen content than animal waste, so evidence that septic systems are contributing to nitrogen in rivers might be hard to come by in a low population density county like mine. I think there are as many deer in Geauga County as people, for example and I don't see deer using public restrooms. I looked for any research papers on the topic.

For example, there should be elevated nitrogen levels in the various rivers originating in Geauga county, or a lake like Bass Lake which is surrounded by homes with such waste disposal systems should have elevated nitrogen levels or high bacteria counts, but at the time I didn't find any information suggesting that was happening. It doesn't even look like the state or local agencies monitor that, or if they do the results aren't published in a way that's easy to find online.

The main culprits in lake erie nitrogen pollution are cities with sub-standard waste water treatment and farms in western Ohio. This is fairly obvious and well known. I think the idea that septic systems contribute to this issue is mainly a guess. They probably do, but if their contribution goes to zero it might not result in some measurable change in lake erie water quality.

So why are the small-government state and county officials pushing this scheme instead of fighting it tooth and nail?

Well, people will get paid to implement this testing program, septic installers will have a few years making lots of extra money, and land developers need centralized sewer and water systems to build higher density housing, and testing the septic systems is a first step in that scam. Smacking homeowners with $20,000 septic repair bills will get them clamoring for centralized solutions because they're retards.

This is really a great example of how the government actually "works". The blah blah of ideological talking points from politicians is all nonsense for dumb ass voters. The only thing that pushes government to act is groups with sufficient money to be organized year after year and also to bribe or blackmail the government employees and politicians.

Individual citizens have a hard time lobbying the government in a similar way because they don't have a lot of time or money to waste on it, so even moderately organized groups or entities like a business with a "budget" to spend strategically are much more influential.