No Money for a Good Man

One of the lingering tropes of the sci-fi/fantasy/religious genres is a hero or savior character will come along and "set things right". One current-day example of this is the saga of Jeff Epstein and his pals. Since a bunch of info about Epstein leaked out into the public, thousands of people began to imagine that "somebody" would come along and jail the main conspirators. As time goes along, though, witnesses and whistleblowers follow Epstein's exit from this earthly realm. Another couple of them were "suicided" in recent weeks.

To me, it looks like the jew mafia and some associates managed to take control of lots of public institutions including the office of the Presidency of the United States and many major financial institutions, that is, "the system" that would bring any of these people to trial. Of course they did. If it weren't this jew mafia, it'd be some other group of people acting the exact same way, that is, using bribery, blackmail, espionage, murder and mayhem to try to "control" whatever thing and impose their systems on everyone else because of course they would.

The US ruling class and its systems are probably near peak depravity and destructiveness now. The steady "legalization" of former organized crime businesses like sports gambling and drugs is one sign these mafiosi are firmly in control. The depiction of hard drug use by "cool kids" is de riguer on the garbage entertainment fodder on HBO or whatever streaming service. 

A similarly forlorn hope is the masses will "wake up" and be their own savior. This is an even sadder trope. One of the disturbing testimonies on the fallen state of humans in general is provided by the rapid conversion of the native american tribesmen to debt slavery back in the fur trading days. They got roped into a system contrived by psychos in the ancient near east thousands of years before almost immediately even though their ancestors parted company maybe 20,000 years prior.

A "good man" is like an alien on this earth. His goals and aspirations don't line up at all with the systems and activities that appear to bring "wealth", especially in monetary forms. These people appear as a total weirdo:  guy like Johnny Appleseed is one example. Their goals and aspirations wildly diverge from that of "the system", which is more or less just a contrivance of the greediest and most vile freaks on the planet to feed their appetites.

Many people subtly acknowledge this in their "retirement" plans. That is, they'll start focusing on "the good" once they're done with their corporate minion life. They'll volunteer at a dog shelter or work at a soup kitchen or whatever, but only after they invested enough money into the system to make a middle class wage on dividends, etc... That is, being "good" is at odds with keeping this system going--I think this is just generally true.

Almost anything you'd want to do that's really "good" won't make any money. Money is entirely a creation of Hades and his minions and the underworld. The formula of "first I need to make enough money" is their formula.

Failure to Accept Reality

The road to hell is not paved with good intentions. I think it's an inability to accept reality. Maybe "hell" is in the enormous gap between people's mental models and the 3d reality world.

Let's take a really simple thing like "car accidents" and insurance as a starting point to flesh out this concept. Car accidents are inevitable, just like it's inevitable people trip and fall from time to time all throughout their life. A person might do something dumb like back into a garage door in the morning because they had too much coffee, or get into a fender bender because another car was obscured behind the "A" pillar when they glanced up the road. These things happen all the time. Cars really should be treated as potentially disposable items, or at least the paneling of a car should be, but they're not, and many people "buy" a car with a debt agreement so they don't even really own the shiny metal.

That whole scenario exists in some bizarre hell-realm, but let's just stick with the insurance aspect of it, which is sort of a hell-gap-squared scenario. Since people can't afford their cars, they pay for car insurance to mitigate the financial damage from an accident. Then when they have an accident, or somebody steals a part or their whole car, they often discover the insurance is unhelpful or bad. For example, I had my catalytic converter stolen at work about 10 years ago. I decided to file an insurance claim, even though I knew better. The insurance would only pay for some shitty aftermarket converter that didn't even fit my car instead of paying for an OEM one, which is what I would have done. Then my premiums went up substantially as well: total fucking scam. I'd been paying premiums for years and the parasites wouldn't really even properly fix my car for a measly $1200 or whatever.

Even in the cases of accidents that cause bodily injury or loss of life, the main function of the insurance industry is to protect its profitability. People imagine there should be a magic thing which protects them from accidents, but in reality there's only a parasite that injures them continually.

The actual reality of transportation is people can allocate X% of their income to it. This is true for individuals and society. Ideally the minimal level of resources for comfortable transportation would be allocated to it. Similarly, in the cold-hard reality world, the concept of "fault" is pretty childish and car accidents have many causes. One stupid cause, for example, is roads are double-wide so there can be head on accidents. A system of only split-lane roads would cost more, and add to travel times, but would be safer. By only allocating X% of their income to the roads, people sign up for the possibility of head-on collisions. Similarly, if it were 2x harder to get a driver's license, crashes would obviously decline, but that will never happen because the car industry wants to make as much money as possible.

Anyway, overall it costs person X% of their income all-in, including accidents and repairs, to use a car. However, and this is where the hell aspect comes about, they refuse to acknowledge these very basic facts. Even word and concept "accident" provides glaring testimony about this fantasy land. "Accident" implies avoidable.

Shaolin Monastery/Hades Kingdom

Now that I'm in my 50s, I see most of my "education" was really training to be a minion of Hades and his adherents. Few of the people who trained me knew that, and those who did treated it in an ironic way. One example was the long time football coach/gym/math teacher in the high school. In gym class, he sort of joked that the exercises we were doing were preparing us 14 year olds for whatever war was going on at the time in the late 1980s--because my whole life the US has been involved in some war or another. The education system in the US is about the goals of the "system" rather than the kid's well being, completeness, or actual knowledge.

There are many examples of the same scenario in corporate america where this sort of "education" continues in truly nonsensical/bizarre fashion. For example, in many corporations employees have to watch elementary school level computer security videos. The reason they do is their companies have hacking insurance policies and as part of the policy they have to watch videos made by some businesses that are very likely owned by insurance corporations. People who are going to get scammed by emails will get scammed no matter how many videos they watch. Nobody else needs to watch the videos and won't get scammed by emails, phone calls, and texts. It's just a rent-seeking scam.

Another fairly obvious example of this concept is property taxes. What are property taxes, really? The common sense understanding of property taxes is they are fees to keep local government services going. They "pay for" things like roads, bridges, and schools. However, at least in my area, they're akin to a mortgage because the land is essentially collateral for "bond issues". A jurisdiction has effective claim on ownership of all real-estate so it can make payment on its debts. That is very far from a "fee for service" model, especially since you can't opt out.

As always, the "system" is mostly self-interested and crass. What's novel today is its patina of respectability and authority is worn paper thin. This scenario is a very old story going back thousands of years and through various civilizations and nations.

Another scenario that goes back thousands of years and across many nations and civilizations is "the jedi" pop into existence, essentially because the negative space around a very dominant Hades' Kingdom gets so obvious and large that even a pretty average person can imagine what it would be like to not live in hell.

In Star Wars I think the Jedi are depicted reasonably well in many of the movies in that they are ineffectual. The jedi are not the saviors of the people stuck in the system, nor are they heroes although they're depicted that way especially in the originally released movies.

My conclusion about the system is the best I can do is go ride my mountain bike as fast as I can and let the forest reclaim my lawn and try to restore local wildlife populations, and even all that is futile and will fail unless the system collapses. I can avoid supporting the system and stop interacting with it as much as possible and get off the various corporate treadmill scams, but that's about it.

There's no "fight" against it possible. Nobody's going to blow up the TV transmitter of the interdimentional aliens in They Live. Nobody's going to blow up the death star. Nobody's going to assassinate the King of the Dead like in Game of Thrones, or throw the ring into Mount Doom's fire. There's no Neo. No hacker collective is going to make "tech" actually work for "the people", etc... ad nauseum.

Level Up

The 1970s TV show Kung Fu showed the main character Caine in two distinct settings. One was the Shaolin Monastary. The other was the Old West. As an aside, the Caine character in many stories is the one who is between two worlds, has two families, or whatever, like Greek Prometheus, because the character is Prometheus.

The Shaolin Monastary in the show is depicted as an ideal school. The teachers are perfectly wise. The curriculum trains the mind and body to the highest possible degree. The student graduates only when he's perfectly ready and has mastered of kung fu and self-control.

An interesting concept that's not explored in the show, at least that I remember, is a "false monastery". The fraudulent monastery is day-to-day life for almost everyone in their education, then their adult life in the corporate world or other institutions. People aren't trained to be independent, complete humans. They're trained to be part of a machine and feed it. The medical industry is a great, easy to understand example of this concept: don't lose weight, and stop eating slop poison food or get in shape; become a dependent of a substance they make like ozempic or whatever pill because then you can sit in an office chair and do corporate work all day a a few more years longer than you would if you were totally fat.

The local mountain bike trail is like a Shaolin Monastery of the woods. The teachers are physics and nature and other riders. The riders are a free-range version of the students in the show and speed is the kung fu. It's very satisfying to try to go faster and faster around that course and attain new levels of skill at bike handling. One of the aspects of the true art, and true temple that's interesting to think about is there's no end to the quest for skill and speed. The pursuit of it is the whole point.

The false monastery is all about ends that aren't even achievable by its students. A great example of that is the concept of "retirement". People want to quit working, but to do that, they have to consume all the prime years of their life on a corporate treadmill and end up as a spent husk who's minding a retirement account balance which represents a bunch of other dummies on other treadmills.

Light versus Heavy

One lesson embedded in my education was the world is organized by rational principles that can be discovered, broken down, and understood. I was in school during late 1970s through the early 1990s. That was, I think, the tail end of an era people who imagined they solved the puzzles of the universe. For example, in biology, it was all explained by Darwin and evolution, and DNA. In physics there was still a quest for a "grand unified theory". Arguably the whole AI/robot bubble hysteria is a follow on to these narratives which are all variations on the theme of progress and linear history.

These concepts are really religious notions. They're a narrative vehicle for trying to understand the world and they fit prior era religious tropes, like a prophet explains what's what to the masses. Charles Darwin was a prophet. Isaac Newton another one. A prophet of the current time is somebody like Claude Shannon who's a grand-daddy of AI and the Internet.

Many of the concepts of these prophets are bastardized and misapplied, just like any other religion. For example, various ham-fisted versions of "survival of the fittest" turn into "might makes right" assertions by this or that political group. A current day assertion of this type is the entirety of "the economy" can be "optimized" by "AI".

Arguably the economy optimization concept and the "survival of the fittest" concept are different manifestations of the religious idea that there's "one" understandable order. This idea doesn't mesh up very well with even basic bitch common sense observations of the natural order of things.

For example, nature seems to favor a multiplicity of beings and forms because there's no "one thing" on earth. Even an individual person is composed of multitudinous parts, like white blood cells or organs, or different parts of the brain, or gut bacteria, etc... The arbitrariness of the economic order is hard to even comprehend; there's no underlying principle governing it.

One of the concepts I kick around from time to time is "bicycle world" or more generally "light vehicle" world. We mainly live in a heavy/steel based transportation system because we live in heavy world, like you need a bulldozer to make a road, so the bridges have to be built to carry many tons. It's not hard to imagine the "light world" where everyone takes light vehicles, so bridges are light, houses are made of lightweight ephemeral materials, etc... Everything would be built for ease of movement and travel.

The Black Box for Competent People

I've come full circle in my adult working life. I'm in the same position as my boss at my first job out of college. Bob was a very competent person and was miffed about being forced into a management position. He was a scientist/engineer who worked on a bunch of very interesting academic/pure research projects, like building instrumentation for astrophysics experiments back in the 1960s. He fit the model of many adults I knew growing up where there was a significant focus on being a competent man.

I tried to follow that same model. I think it's the middle class mindset. Middle class and working class people believe it's necessary to actually "do something" or to be able to do things to make a living. Consequently, they are trained to do things, build things, understand things. When they apply that mindset to a thing like a corporation, though, they're stumped because it's almost impossibly stupid. To them it's a black box.

A guy like my first professional job boss Bob was very smart and focused and dedicated. I assume he had that mindset in college as well, because he maintained it after. Maybe he sometimes partied in college, but he probably also stayed up all night to finish projects or homework, or to study for tests. However, he ended up working "for" a bunch of nepo baby chuckle-fucks who breezed through the MBA curriculum at whatever university.

Competent people barely exist in "history", which is a pretty good clue that things have always been like this. The ruling class clique is poseurs and actors and professional liars. The people who actually make the world work are their dupes.

These "competent" dupes are in the dark about how this grifting class continues to stay in control.

A Time for Shitheads and Conmen

I was pretty shocked and disillusioned by the COVID debacle when I saw maybe 80% of people just went along with the official narrative of the cold and flu season doomsday. Now, I'm not surprised that the same type of people are all wrapped up in the AI narrative and current psychosis.

The COVID insanity wore on me daily because I thought people were better than they actually are, so I was waiting for them to "wake up". They never did, even though their opinion about COVID and the hysteria changed over time. They didn't update their mental model about the whole debacle, most importantly, about their own reactions and thinking.

The AI hysteria is reaching levels of absurdity on par with COVID hysteria. For example, government clowns are now getting involved in it. Some turd like Bernie Sanders is grandstanding about AI fear among his retard constituency. I assume he $ee$ it as an opportunity to cash in on some donations from the dumb fucks that think he's a credible person.

A large part of the population decided right away that LLMs were perfect authorities on every subject. I assume there's huge overlap between that group and the COVID enthusiasts. Many people in corporate america are all-in on the LLMs. I assume those people were happily setting up hoops for employees to jump through to comply with edicts from the COVID grifters.

At least this time, I realize it's an era of shitheads and conmen, so I have no concept of "fighting" and am certainly do nothing as foolish as exerting imaginary will-force against these fucktards. It's as pointless as waging war on the sea or trying to swim against a rip current. I doubt I can keep working in the tech industry, though. I was hoping to cruise for a couple of more years, then retire, but I'm getting "noped" out of it, as in, "hey, can you do this absolutely stupid shit as your job?"

A more interesting question is will the non-NPC, competent people continue to help out corporations and grifting trash like Bernie Sanders or whatever government creature. For example, will competent people even bother with some dumb ass company that uses an LLM agent interview/screener? I certainly wouldn't.